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i was on YM today and found my fren there. they (he and his wife) was my colleagues at my former workplace. we did a lot of reflections today and it was all about my life actually..

i told them the actual story and thanks for them because they are the only party who asks me this question. "Why did u really hate that bitch? what happened?".. as i know they are educated people, i am very open to them today. i told them all the stories... from A to Z. i can't bear to hold this alone. i need support. and i am currently strong and tough with my new status. and i want people to know the things and what happened actually...

they advice me a lot. to find a better person and i will definitely do that..

i realize that - i did a lot but i got nothing. i did a lot of sacrifice but it had not been appreciated. i always think about others without considering my own feeling.

i will ignore all those bitter moments and all those annoying creatures...

here i am, an excellent Fadilah with brave and big heart...

thank you to both of them.

p/s: remember frens, biar jahat asal jangan sundal..!! huhu