whats wrong with me?

hye frens..

i am currently on my holiday of Deepavali and definitely I am at home to spend my 5 days off. sound kewl, huh. but i will have a biggggggggggggggg event of my life as an old student just after this holiday. EXAMINATION. i was used with this phenomenon during my old days as young student but this time is different.

i am enggage into KPLI (post-grad teaching course) for this whole year and i am back to class, lectures and friends. we will have to do and get Diploma in Education to permit us to teach at school by 2009.. and this is the climax - EXAMINATION!! and i think i am the one who still do not open even a page of my new revision book. huhu and i promise to do so tonite, ok. tonite.

my days ere spent with outing ang hanging out with frens. bring my sister to buy her thing, bring mum to bank, buy groceries or in another word is - as a driver. i need an activity with frens on day but unfortunately, all of my frens ere are working and will just have time to spend with me on evening. so, i will 'lepaking' again n again each nite ere till about 1.30 a.m...

a few things happen to me ere. and the most hated thing is - to feel sad and lonely. i am facing a problem with my heart. i cant stand the situation. trying my best to avoid and ignore it by doing something else or hanging out with frens but i will jump into that hell again when they are not with me.. they also have their own things to do, ok. and whats wrong with me actually?